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My boyfriend and I broke up on Friday, and I guess it hasn't really hit me yet.  I cried on the phone with him, but now I feel kind of numb.  His mom had the nerve to call me up yesterday morning, waking me up, and saying that he hasn't been able to eat and that he was crying all night, and she wants us to talk it out.  But honestly, I'm done.  He called me illiterate, dense, that I have no empathy, and I don't care about other people's point of view!! On top of that he avoided me all last week, so he can cry all he wants, because he really hurt me.  I put all his stuff in a box, and I'm going to give him his stuff back tomorrow.  I don't want the promise ring he gave me, I don't want all the jewelry, and stuffed animals he gave me, because I have plenty of jewelry and stuffed animals, that I don't need his.  We aren't going to prom together anymore, so unless I get asked to go with someone else (as friends of course) I'll just go with my friends at my lunch table.  I've never felt better actually, as bad as that sounds.  I don't have to impress him anymore, and I feel like I can breathe and be myself, and I have taken the next step in finding out who I am.  I don't want him, I want me. ♥

What a wonderful birthday I'm having....Fell on the bus, nobody remembered today was my birthday unless they were my family, or they checked facebook...then I had a panic attack in History class and I had to leave the room....It was embarrassing...

Hooray for me.

So my Thanksgiving 4-day weekend from school has driven me to clean up my room :c  At first, I thought I was going to die of boredom....Then I found my sketch cards!! yayay!! Then as I dug deeper into my closet, I found my tablet!! So now I can post more stuff! Huzzah!! :3

Wednesday October 26, 2011 Emmitt my 16 year old pug passed away....

He was like my baby, and it's been rough...I haven't found a time where a can't stop crying. I'm in so much pain and I don't know what to do...My dad gave me his harness, and I made his name tag into a necklace and I wear it all the time.  My other pug Barkley is lonely...he notices Emmitt is gone, and now he's depressed...for the 9 years I've had them, it feels like I didn't have much time with Emmitt...

I'll still put pictures up of my costume and Halloween stuff, so there's that.







I love you Emmitt♥♥

10/1/1995-10/26/11

So I haven't been on DA in a long ass time, and I guess it doesn't matter all that much since I have only two followers on here that will read this :/

Anywhoooooooooo

I purchased my halloween costume, and it should be here tomorrow.  I'm being Alice from Alice in Wonderland (the Disney version), I have the basic blue dress, white apron, blonde wig, stockings, and black hair ribbon.  I guess I didn't do much to actually put this together myself besides my own black shoes.  I will add pictures as soon as the costume arrives, and if it fits.  I was going to be Jesse and James from Pokemon with my boyfriend, but I can't wear a belly shirt and a short white skirt with tall black stripper boots.  So instead, my bf and I are going to be Alice and the Mad Hatter.  

My dogs got back from the kennel for their flea baths today, and now my 16 year old dog had kennel cough, and a damaged trachea, or however you spell it.  It's common in smaller dogs, and I have two male faun pugs, so they also have a hard time breathing due to their smushed noses.  Hopefully my puggies are okay :c